I look to the stars in da sky
which calculates how we move in time,
its hard to find peace of mind,
& my brain will never stop askin y?,
dats a problem hard to resolve,
im going in circles like on da axis we revolve,
i guess life is a puzzle were not meant to solve.
Its cold in my heart,
but still its cold on dese streets,
so i runaway from everthing
from my thoughts to police,
yh my thoughts r a beast, i
smoke weed and my thoughts r decist,
but im left wiv 1 question in my head
like will i ever find peace
da way fings r im not sure
and i dnt wanna live my life
like my mum does poor
im move in da right direction tryin to open doors,
and im not here to be
cooking cleaning and sweeping floors,
im here here to be usin my head
and doing good like a charitble cause,
sometimes i wish i could rewind press pause den play,
cause i had a chance to choose wich way i went if just
i listend back in da day,
wen i school i woz a fool,
& for da rest of my life ill pay da price for tryin to act cool,
if at any time its now dat i fall
I write and try to let off sum of dis deep depression,
but its being forced on like an endorphine
from an anti depressiant,
so it dnt work
and sometimes it only makes me worse,
at times i feel my mum shud av abboted me
instead of giving me birth
coz its shite in dis life we live in
im only 21 u but u wudnt belive da shit ive bin in,
sometimes i feel i jus wanna give in,
but i cant coz deres sumfing holdin me back like a force with in
its hard but i fought i woz winning,
wish i cud go bak to the begining,
& start all over again,
but i cant coz on me i depend,
anyway dats not possible
unless my it life comes to an end,
and dats not gonna happen any time soon,
ambitions i aim high for da stars
and if i fail im still landing amongst da moon,
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