Verse 1
My lifes a fuckin mess,
Things seem to go from bad to worse swear im cursed,
Man I gave everything and nothing less,
And all I get is it thrown back in my face,
Why are da the harsh realties of this life the things I choose to embrace,
I cant tell you why I wish I cud,
At times it feels like demons are tryin to take me I yo bro i wish they would,
Coz I cant stand here and deal with this pain anymore,
Deep down I no dis 1 battle dat I cant endure,
If thats the case then the place dat I go,
Will be freezin cold and da seeds dat I sow they wont ever grow,
No children, secrets its time to reveal dem,
To any1 who ever thought dat I was 1 in a million, ur wrong,
u thought I was strong but im telling u im weak
im So good at giving advice yet i cant practise wat I preach,
deres a whole in my heart I ripped it apart, desire it leaks
im tellin u now dat its fading out with every single beat.







Verse 2
dis life is a mission my shoulders are straind
I feel the pressure is maxing out between my skull and my brain
See There is dignity in suffering; nobility in pain;
but failure is a salted wound, that burns and burns again
And I failed badly more dan once,
My actions speak louder than words jus so u no wot I am sayin blud dis is not a front,
My mind is sharper but on da spot man its more dan blunt,
Im sorry to all those who I acted a cunt.
if I cud then id destroy all of my memories
coz dey were sent from hell im tellin u none of dem r hevanly
see I don’t belive in fate or wot is meant to be,
cos fate is for those to weak to determine there own destiny,
bipolar no but still im hitting celings den floors
my enemies are my thoughts
any effect is the result of the cause,
LIFE IS A battle AND IM A PRISONER OF WAR
I TAKE IT BACK ONCE MORE
Its a fact that wen it rains it pours,





Verse 3
To my bigger brother, ive said sum hurtfull things to ya I never meant to u no dat I love ya
Ive got my chick and I love her
Because shes like my mother,
That’s in the sense that no female cud ever be put above her
To my mum and dad I no I was a cunt wen I was younger,
caused u to go thru countless amounts of pain and suffer,
wish I cud fight this but my brain IT aint any tougher,
were in a world ppl care more about money than another,
all da pain I sufferd dnt no if I can recover
tried to keep my head above water but I sink under,
prone to blunder
IS IT MY TIME TO BLOW OR MY TIME TO GO im askin me
but I DUNNO SOON I WONDER
nothing can make up for the way I behaved,
ive dun nuff things im proud of but loads of things im ashamed,
I kick back and blaze,
sit dere and gaze into space at da dark
but im glad coz without it id never see the stars